Feeling rather sad right now. I feel like, I don't know what would make me happy.
I feel like.. I need confirmation in everything I do. I need to feel accepted.
One thing I just realized is that, many of the girls has "liked" each others pictures on facebook. No one has liked any of mine. (And then BAM - depression!).. No.
But then I started thinking, that maybe nobody liked me, because I am not acting like myself. I'm not myself. I am someone else, and I copy a little bit of everybody.
And the girls in my class who people like, are themselves! I don't even know if I'm myself. I know nothing. Sometimes I wish I would know how people saw me. It would make everything easier, for sure.
I'm feeling sad. All I want to be is accepted. No, I don't even care if I am or not, I just want to FEEL like I am!
Screw my face
Screw my height
Screw my yellow teeth
Screw love
Screw the math assignment for tomorrow
SCREW IT ALL
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