I feel like such a little Girl. Dressing like a grown-up, doesn't help anything if your still acting like the biggest child on earth.
Adults don't get shy. At least they shouldn't in my opinion.
Maybe there's something "grown-up" about knowing when to shut up.
But being shy is still worse.

I fucking hate this project we're doing at school.
I really wanna ditch it, and just accept the lausy grade.
And on the other hand I thought "Hell no", I'm just gonna work hard and Then see where it could take me.
Now I don't feel like doing either of them.