Maybe I should start being someone else.. I'm kinda tired of being me

Livet er en måge, når du flyver højt, så skider du på alt ,når du flyver lavt, bliver du skidt på

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you’ve done. Then repost as you’re __% innocent..

I'm 48% innocent!

01. Smoked -
02. Drank alcohol -
03. Cried when someone died. -
04. Been drunk. -
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert. -
07. Gotten/given a hand job. -
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose . -
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school. -
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store. -
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance. -
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. -
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. -
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex’s house. -
23. Kissed a stranger. -
24. Hugged a stranger. -
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car. -
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party. -
30. Done drugs.
31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home. -
34. Broken a bone. -
35. Eaten sushi. -
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn. -
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love. -
41. French kissed. -
42. Laughed so hard you cried. -
43. Cried yourself to sleep. -
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun. - (Kinda!)
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. -
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. -
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. -
50. Watched an animal die. -
51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present. -
53. Pranked somebody. -
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth. -
59. Dressed preppy .
60. Been to a motocross race.
61. Avoided somebody. -
62. Been stalked. -
63. Stalked someone. -
64. Met a celebrity. -
65. Played an instrument. -
66. Ridden a horse. -
67. Cut yourself. -
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party. -
71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend’s crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat. -
78. Been to another country. -
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. -
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore. -
90. Danced like a whore . -
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. -
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. -
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain. -
97. Been rejected. -
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. -
100. Been raped.

Kan mærke sommeren er på vej.. Sol og varme ♥

Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free her mind at night
She's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free her mind at night
Day and night

Oh the sweetest longing.. Of something better beyond this. Something impossible to achieve. It soon becomes a craving. For something I'll never have, and will never get.

Helpless and hopeless. All my selfish goals are out of reach, I become so numb just by thinking about it. Miss that speciel someone, to share the tenderness with. Now I wander around in my own ignorance, full of nonsense.
Where are you to complete my sentences

♥♥♥

I should never have stopped going to my friends for happiness !
Live. Love. Laugh. ♥

Jeg gider ikke noget! Jeg gider ikke se mere på alt den perfektion, som slet ikke findes. Kærlighed gør blind. Jeg er intet. Blot luft. Du vil ikke kunne forelske dig i luft. Overfladiske menneske jeg er. Døgnfluen. Elsket på afstand. Glemmes på afstand. Ak ja..
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...

"Still my heart would benefit from
A little tenderness from time to time but never mind
'Cause, baby, I'm a fool
Who thinks it's cool to fall in love

Baby, I should hold on just a moment
And be sure it's not for vanity
Look me in the eye and tell me
Love is never based upon insanity "

Melody Gardot - Baby I'm a fool .. So beautiful ♥

jeg havde det sjovt, undskyld

Og det havde du ikke. Undskyld. Det var ikke min mening, at lade være med at snakke så meget med dig. Undskyld. Hvis du synes jeg "overtog" dine venner, og var for meget sammen med dem. De er jo vildt søde, og det samme er du. Det samme var han. Undskyld. Hvorfor følte jeg mig draget til ham, uden nogen logisk forklaring? Var det begær, lyst eller en seksuel tiltrækning, eller var det noget dybere end det? Undskyld. Jeg synes han var sød. Han gav mig opmærksomhed, og jeg var som et lille lam, der bare hungrede efter mere. Jeg tænker stadig på ham. Det er jo håbløst. Undskyld. Jeg var sammen med dine venner, fordi de gav mig opmærksomhed. Om det var fordi jeg var så fuld, eller fordi jeg bare så skide lækker ud igår, ved jeg ikke. Jeg ved blot, at jeg ikke plejer at føle sådan derhjemme. Opmærksomhed, accept, selvtillid er alt sammen begreber der ikke er dagligdag for mig. Når det lige pludselig kommer til mig igen, er jeg ikke i takt med omverdenen, og glemmer derfor dem, som er ude af denne bobbel af mennesker, jeg har fået skabt mig. Undskyld. Du var ikke en del af den. Jeg bliver dette supermenneske. Jeg bliver ét med mig selv. Jeg bliver mig. Jeg bliver faktisk bare mig. Fantastiske mig. Undskyld, jeg var fuld. Drukspillet, med vandfaldet, og reglerne, og samværdet. I had a blast. Og da jeg sad ved siden af ham. Og de andre drenge overfor. Og da vi stod vi siden af hinanden, og han trak de andre ind til en cirkel, og sagde alt det der sjove, han nu sagde. Jeg følte mig så accepteret. Undskyld. Åh, hvorfor er jeg ikke altid dette super-jeg. Hvorfor ville han ikke have mig? Undskyld. Jeg ville danse med dig. Jeg ville røre ved dig. Nej hvor var du sød. Jeg var ikke god nok, eller hvad? Jeg blev misundelig når du dansede med andre. Undskyld. Det var latterligt. Undskyld, jeg er så dum.Jeg vil ikke hjem nu. Jeg vil heller ikke blive her, når jeg ikke kan se ham. Jeg vil blive i min bobbel. Denne vidunderlige bobbel, af velvære, accept og kærlighed. Ikke hjem til.. Hvad fanden jeg nu har derhjemme. Ingeting. Jeg har ingenting. Ej her, har jeg noget. Kontakt mig nu dreng!

Og hvorfor skal du med det samme, forklare mig alle de ting jeg gjorde galt? Undskyld. Hvorfor må jeg ikke have det sjovt, for en gangs skyld. Hmm..
R.I.P min bobbel..

Alt hvad jeg behøvder for tiden, er bare lidt posetiv energi. Gerne noget som ikke er de overfladiske tanker, jeg går og fylder mig selv med. Og mit hår er ikke engang fedt! Overvejer at farve det igen.. Overfladisk, I know.
Man kan aldrig bliver en ener, hvis man følger strømmen.